i was not feeling well since last 2 days.but today i really had a bad fever.mummy called at noon as if she knows what happen to me here.i had been missing her since last 2 weeks but never called her cause i was scared that i would worry her.last nite,i even said "mummy mummy" even i close my eyes.Even as i tried so bad to close my eyes to get some rest i still cant sleep and AGAIN i said "mummy mummy" because i missed her so much.
but later on,i cant stand it anymore so i gave her a missed call so that she would call me back.when she called,tears start pouring down like rain altho i just listen to her hello.
mummy:hello?why did u called?still feeling sick?
me:yaa...*sob sob*
mummy:u already eat?
me:no.i dont feel like eating anything altho my roommate already buy me my dinner.i cant eat anythng.*still crying*
mummy: dont la like that.u have to be strong.as much as i wanna go there and take care of u but me and daddy need to settle somethings 1st..its about your brother..
that is where i start to feel that i am a selfish child.the tears didnt stop for few minutes during the phone call.she has so much problems and here i am adding salt to her wound.at the end,
me:sorry (i could only said that cause the rest of my words are stuck down in my throat)
mummy:its ok...
p/s:ilovemymummymorethananything!
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